Damnit

Things have gotten a bit crazy around here, and by crazy I mean that if they don’t adjust my meds or change them altogether or at the very least approve the medicinal use of marijuana then I’m going to fucking well snap….er…snap more than I already have.

Basically things have gotten bad, weird, whatever the fuck you want to call it again and I’m in a really fucked up place right now.  Logically, I know it’s not permanent and I know it’s manageable, but it just doesn’t feel that way at the moment. So, basically I’m going to be taking a little break from this site for a week, maybe two, just to kind of re-group and see if I can’t get some stuff figured out.  Besides, let’s face it..this site has pretty much become crap lately so hopefully once I get things under control it will start being at least somewhat amusing again. 

Also, if you’re someone who actually knows me in real life, please just bear with me a while.  I’m not ignoring you guys, I’m not uninterested in what’s going on with you, nor am I in any way mad at anyone. I just need a little time to pull my shit together and get back to being my “normal” self, and I will get back to that…it just takes me a while and some medical intervention sometimes.

You might, however, want to consider taking Nick out and buying him many drinks because god knows he needs it for putting up with the crazy.  Fuck, I feel so freaking bad for putting him (and everyone else) through this shit….I honestly have no idea how he puts up with me.